i wish, i wonder...

I wish I can wander around and just do nothing. I wonder how I got
thru the last time round. I wish I am out of singapore right now. I
wonder why I cannot sleep thru the night nowadays. I wish I could in
many things, but I know I cannot. I wonder why people think they say
they know me just, when there are so many times I don't even know
myself. I wish I can have all the money in the world. I wonder why
promises are always made to be broken. I wish my birthday wish will
come true. I wonder why it didn't. I wish there is no such a thing as
retribution. I wonder if there is. I wish I can go back to sleep right
NOW. I wonder if I really can... I wonder...