gone for good...

this entry is suppose to be done sometime at the end of last year... but for some reason, i never really had the heart to get down to typing this entry...

as you lay on your bed dying
all you heard was me crying
the words you said ever so comforting
even though time for you is slipping

you told me that she might be hurting
cos i never really told her how hard i was trying
and also to whom i was talking
but then it was all down to chosing

even as now when i am typing
and there will be nights i am tearing
because you will never be around again talking
and spending time with me crapping

deep down my heart
i truly thank you for listening
and forever being so understanding
thank you for everyth-ing

in memory of a truly great friend, Stephanie (1981-2005). i hope that wherever you are, they do have internet access also so that you can read this. one day, i will visit you =)